The Daily Frustration
Yeah..... fuck the DA App...... fuck the DA App. I tried post a impassioned speech to motivate those in a similar position to me. It was a fun post, and I considered it one of my best blogs. Either my Tablet screwed me or Deviant Art did. For whatever reason, my Tablet's Wi-Fi was rendered useless and DeviantArt signed me out of my account. I had my post written but I had to sign back in. This ended with me losing the whole journal post, and it was one I had a lot of fun with. Too bad I suppose. No one will ever see it. There Will Be Nothing Like That Post
It makes me really sad that App had to screw up before that Journal could be posted. I was really proud of it and no matter how much from memory I can recall it's gone. The flow was spot on and the passion and emotion was there. I had never done anything for DA at that level. Those App people need to get their shit together. Christmas
Christmas came just a few days ago. I gotta say this was a great year for me. I got an Amazon Fire Tablet, Galaxy Fraulein Yuna (in a white VHS!), A Juicer, and a microphone coming in the mail. I also went to see Spirited Away when that was in Theaters as an early gift. The haul was pretty great. I've always wanted a juicer so I was psyched with that one, and Spirited Away was easily the most godly theater experience I've ever had. Haven't seen Yuna yet, but it looks like a cool OVA series with some bad ass anime girls in it. The Snowball microphone was probably one of the best. Even though it isn't here yet it allows me to get into far more high quality content.What the Hell is this series any way, Logan?
I just wanna practice my writing through minimalist opinion pieces about whatever is going going. I wanna up date all you lovely folks on DeviantArt what content I've put out (I have so many accounts at this point i don't blame you for not keeping up). I also wanna get into little diatribes about stuff I've been doing or watching that aren't enough for a blog or video but too much for a tweet. You'll be updated on most things here with these Journals. A Whole Playlist of Everything on YouTube I Did
Instead of me linking everything I did this month and giving it catchy, exclusive descriptions (only my patrons get that treatment
) I decided to just link a whole playlist containing anything I did this month and before. I've since privatized the majority of my old content so this is the only way to get that stuff if you're interested. I'll update the playlist whenever I make something or guest star on a show. www.youtube.com/playlist?list=…My Patreon
As a freeloader who desperately needs money by way of screwing over his fans, I've finally a "proper" patreon. There's an exclusive blog post on there right now that was too bloody for Deviant Art (or anywhere). Pretty funny stuff just very offensive. I need money to uhh survive whenever i get out my parents house, and I wanna make a living off my YouTube videos (someday). Patreon helps me reach those goals, and it's completely optional. Hopefully, I will one day gain a passionate enough viewer base to become a professional shill. Watch my vlog on it if you want my stance on the site. www.patreon.com/loganromkeyThe Urge To Work Constantly
Lately, as a newfound Anime guru I've been working on videos for that very subject. Through passion my passion for writing (as bad as I may be as demonstrated here) has only grown stronger. With the posting of two new vlogs yesterday and the inspiration by several creators "the feels" are strong. I've been working on a few scripts, and I'm VERY excited where it will go. I just wanna keep working and working and working until I become THE BEST. Perfection Isn't Real
I talked about this in that post that's now gone, but being perfect is a goal you will never reach. The reason why I became such a sad sap at times was because I tried so hard to reach a vision that was impossible to capture. Instead of chasing impossible odds and punishing myself for not reaching them, I should be having fun and embracing the fact I got something done. The more prolific I am the more happy, the more happy the more work that gets done, and the more work that gets done the more practice I get in. All of that in something that's fun... making me happy. While I may be depressed now that post is gone forever, it's message remains true. You gotta keep the grind from grinding you. Effort is important and you're gonna wanna punch a wall sometimes. It's an emotional elevator of loving the process and feeling terrible in the work. Chasing perfection only adds unnecessary stress. The Life This Month... or week
All I've been doing is working towards my goals. Gotta become a successful YouTuber then be ahead of the game in that. After that success, animation. After that success? Gonna finally learn guitar through all of this. All I care about as of right now is pursuing creativity and my passions. There's School too... I guess, but that's not helping me at all. I just wanna get that done as soon as possible. Work, work, work. So yeah that was a rather boring pointless post I hope you lay awake tonight knowing you wasted your time on me when you're slowing dying every day.